Too upset to blog

I've even been avoiding my computers other than for work, to keep up with email, the few communities I still follow, and an occasional lurking session on wyldryde. I am going through so much right now that I really don't want to write about it.

Grandma is still hanging on but she really can't continue to go on like this. I hated seeing her the way she was. How someone could want to give up and live like this when there is still hope is something I'll never understand.